Hopeless optimist...

[Just A Guy]

I will tell you about the business venture, it requires NO money from my part. I had the intellectual property and basically sold it for royalties and a small part in development and marketing. Since I don't want to risk our nest egg at all and I do not want to put any financial strains on our relationship , I told the partners that I would take a much smaller cut in the profits but I wanted to be involved still.

As for the OM I have thought about it over and over and I don't see anything he has that I don't or didn't have. I know it didnt go any further than it did based off of how fast she told me after the feelings happened and how she has been acting since.

I am controlling my need for her around her more than ever. I am also working on needing her less and less on a daily basis. I understand that not only is it a turn off but it is also unhealthy for me and for the relationship.

Then we have the great sign of loving eye contact, a kiss initiated by her and a beautiful hug when I told her I got the job. I also was looking mighty handsome in my interview clothes.

It felt good but I didn't hold it or discuss it, just said thank you and went back about my business.

Patience, detatch, hope and Love