Wendy, I'm sure your home looks beautiful and you've done a lot to it since all of this started. I hope, for your sake, that someone comes along quickly who loves the place and purchases it from you and your h.
Please take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.