But bottom line is that you can't compare yourself to OM. You're you.
Thanks Bond, I'll have a look around. You are right. I'm my only competition in this. I have to be better than I was and not worry about OM. I think tht if it was just physical I could but now that it seems emotional, that she looks like she might be in love with him (or the idea of him), it affects me more.
I keep hope in the fact that most affairs don't last and that in this country, it's definitely not easy to do (although doable). Also the fact that he is married and has kids. The fact that he his a musician who might also have the vice of philandering usually associated with them. But in the end, I know that he's probably more a symptom than the cause and that any time I spend thinking about him is not helping my cause or my state of mind for now.
Freshman Class of 2012
M-49 W-42 1D-10 T 10 YEARS M 9 YEARS EA/MLC 07/2010 Separation 28/05/2012 PA confirmed 31/07/12 W Asked for D 31/07/12 D on and off the table since then
