Just a thought about stopping obsessing over your sitch. I know I've mentioned this before and I know it's not necessarily for everyone but I started doing meditation a while ago, and while I am still not in total control, it has helped me clear my mind during some of the bad moments and to stay focused on the positive during the blah, everyday moments.

I do think about my sitch quite a bit as well but most of the time I can chose my thoughts and make them positive ones (I said MOST of the time).

Hope this helps,

Freshman Class of 2012

M-49
W-42
1D-10
T 10 YEARS
M 9 YEARS
EA/MLC 07/2010
Separation 28/05/2012
PA confirmed 31/07/12
W Asked for D 31/07/12
D on and off the table since then