You are right. I am glad that I am getting closure on my terms and it is no longer in his hands. It still hurts that he has chosen this other lifestyle with his gf and has changed dramatically (chain smoker, stopped working out, hangs out with different friends, etc.). However, I do not want to be a part of that lifestyle. I like the H I had a year ago, not the person he has become.
Yes, I've done some changing through the years, but I don't think for the worse and I just continue to try to better myself now. I still want to be the woman only a fool would leave and when he sees me, i want him to think that and if he doesn't I will think and know that!
Accuray, I need to read up on your thread. You, too, are a very strong person and admire your strength through your hard times!
M: 27 H: 28 T: 8 yrs M: 6 yrs Sep: 2/18/12 (I have no feelings for you!) EA/PA Uncovered: 2/26/12 H introduces OW to his fam: June H moves ALL stuff out: July
