Needing some advice please. H caught me crying this morning. I've had a tough few weeks and things were getting to me. I told him I won't talk about it. He kept pursuing me. He asked if it was something he has done!!!!!! OMG I can't believe he had to ask that. I said no. I will be ok ..just having a bad day. H knows about my own depressive issues which I've struggled with for years. I arranged to meet a friend just to clear my head and get out. He kept pursuing me
When he asked again what's wrong ..I said..I can't believe you even have to ask. I'm just speechless. I've lost my job, my marriage, my s25 is an a$$$hole. My other two kids D19 and S18 are suffering, my anxiety levels are at a point I have ongoing heart palpitations aow need tests done.
I've got an appt to speak with DB coach in two days. I'm thinking about giving up this fight. That hats brought on these current strong emotions.
Hopefully I can go back home and go back to being civil. Have I backslid. What should I do now?
