Stronger

[mishka422]

Oh, I've done the C...lots and lots...I did finally break through some major barriers I had and have learned to accept things I can not control and let go of the worst of what hurts me. Those were major issues that held me back in more ways than I can explain. I can't afford more C at this point but that's neither here nor there.

Wii, I like what you said. I don't have to be fearless...just fear less. That's nice.

Yes, I've tried to have 'feelings' talks with him in the past and he runs like the wind or says something that will shut me down faster than I could speak. My approach is cautious so that I don't spook him but it doesn't seem to matter.

No, I don't want to live my life being stagnant in my R. I do believe though that no everyone can expect happiness and joy in their lives. Some people are destined for...comfortable. That's me. I would like to get back to comfortable someday soon.