Ultramarathon finish line or hallucinations?

[NTX_Dad]

jb -

Good to see you back on here, I've been thinking about you and wondering how you were doing.

I know what you mean about mowing - for some reason that is when I had a lot of bad thoughts and anger about my sitch. I wonder why that is? It rarely would happen at the gym or other times I was alone.

Your sitch is so confusing. Your W rarely shows signs of a R but doesn't seem to be in a hurry for the D either. It sounds like she sometimes "talks the talk" but doesn't follow through.

It's selfish of her to keep you hanging like this for so long.