Believe none of what he says and half of what he does. Have NO EXPECTATIONS. Take care of yourself, breathe, eat, sleep, exercise.
Your H is giving you a GIFT. THE GIFT OF TIME.
I agree with everything Cadet says. This advice is spot on. Work on letting go - for real. As long as he believes he has you, he will continue to play both of you. Stop worrying about what he says/does and live YOUR life to the max. Do those things you've always wanted to do, try something new, meet new people, go out with friends, stay busy so you have little time to think about him. You will feel better and regardless of the outcome of your relationship, you will be better for it.
M:12yr 06/11:IDLYA 07/11:Moves out 08/11:PA disc(began in May) 09/11:Moves w OW 10/11:Breaks up w OW;gets apt 11&12/11: Touchngo w me 1/12: Comes home-PA resumes 2/12: PA disc; PA ends Today: Piecing
