One thing that got me into gear was the fact that I didn't want my kids to have this memory of "The Year Mom Lost It." Not saying I wouldn't have gotten it back but the memory would have been there. As it is they had about a month of it.

jks, I know how much this hurts but it does get better in time. And that's the hard part, it does take time. Get some hep to get you through this really rough period. It's OK.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss