I've done some 180's so far I don't tm or call him unless it is about our little one, I'm eating well, sleeping well and exercising. I'm pampering myself now, hanging out with friends and old friends. I'm thinking of going out dancing next weekend (something I haven't done in years since I met H). Reading lots of self-help books and listening to a cd by Louise L. Hay before I go to bed (positive affirmations). Also I go to church whenever I can or pray.
I try not to stay home, because if I do I get a bit desperate and my thoughts start to go wild.
His TM yesterday was a small step, although he didn't reply back. Today H is coming over to see the little one, I'm going out to check this trapeze school (something I always wanted to do).
