Sometimes I wonder if H had just filed long ago in Nov. like he had originally planned and never gave me another chance whatsoever (dragging this on and on) how much further along I would have been right now. I know the what if's are pointless but I'm seriously disappointed in the state of where I'm at right now. It has been a year and I feel emotionally attached just as much today as I did when he first left me. How is this possible??


Me: 32 H: 32
M 9 yrs
#1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2
Bomb 8/12/11
H moved out 8/14/11
PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12
Got my own place 8/25/12
H & OW move in together 9/15/12
Still married.