Thanks KD! If you flip a few pages back H told me he was going to marry GF and then he came over on Friday and offered me a drive to the pub whilst his GF was waiting for him to take her to the hospital because she'd broken her hand. The next day we texted quite a bit. I think he's in the crazy train but our friendship is getting better.
As far as not wanting to take the next step I do! I really do! I'm just overly concerned that he's not that into me (neediness issues with self worth?) and that I'm saying I want to go slow and then I wonder why he didn't absolutely want to make time for me this past weekend and because I don't understand my own behaviour/feelings I'm trying to make sure I'm not getting caught up. I hate the game of dating but I enjoy spending time with him. Ugh just trying to stay in the present, enjoy that with no expectations!
