Been doing a lot of thinking today. I've been contemplating the future and things I want to do jobwise, housewise and even countrywise. I think that I finally have reached a state where I can accept all this. Now that doesn't mean I'm filing. I'm still standing. It does mean that I have no particular need to focus on fixing OR anymore. It will need to be a new R if anything. The problem I'm having now is I still need to interact with her and I'm not sure how. She still has a lot of stuff here and will come and collect it. If I'm doing LRT how should I track to her. She doesn't seem to want to talk to me, also should I mirror that or should I keep with the light banter?