hi

i wonder if anyone could help me?

i am having the largest wave of anger and resentment washing over me today - and i could really use some other peoples' perspective on how to handle this.

i need to get myself to a good calm place before tonight = h and i are having the how to split everything up talk after i put s to bed.

the way i am right now - i'm afraid i could potentially throw a years worth of work out the window. all i can say is that i am aware that there's that potential, but i don't believe i will act on it.

what did some of you do to help you through this? I think this is the first time i've felt it like this since BD. it's so strong and in my face, that i simply don't know what to do with it.

thanks
zig


me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"