A New Path - I just left my wife

[tpc1977]

There are easy days and tough days. Days where I fight tooth and nail and days where I give into temptations.

I went to the beach with some of my family. Took my daughter with me. The loneliness was almost unbearable. It was our first vacation apart. The first where my daughter celebrated her birthday without her mom. My mind has been in a fog for a very long time leading up to, during, and after the beach trip. I am worn slap out, beat down, and hating myself.

Tomorrow I want to start anew. There are things that I have done which I am not proud of and have only worsened these feelings of hopelessness. Tomorrow. Tomorrow is where I start again.