I'm having problems not being clinging and pursuing today, which is understandable under the circumstances. I will do my best to try to not pursue the rest of the day. H told me that he cannot do what he wanted to do today because everyone was interfering with that, so I know that I need to let him have his space today.
This also makes me realize that I have a long way to go to emotionally detach. And to GAL, because this shows me I really have no one to share my feelings with other than H, and I can't even do that right now.
I hate crying in front of D16 because it makes her upset.
M44 H57 D17 (special needs) M 18 yrs Bomb 7/2/12 Still living together