Thanks. I have the 5 love language book. I'll read it. It's been such a tough year - Afghanistan deployment , death of my Mom, divorce. I've heard bad things come in three.... Hopefully another set of 3 doesn't come my way. I'm holding everything together - I take care of the boys, the house, work, my military / reserves obligations, training for a marathon, going back to grad school,. but I'm so emotionally, physically and mentally drained. I have an appt in a few weeks- I asked my C about antidepressants... Maybe it'll help with the jealousy eating at my soul when I think of my x dating? My oldest son has a birthday this week, and all four of us (boys,my x & me) are spending tomorrow at a huge amusement park and water park. I guess it's encouraging , but my problem is that I get too encouraged and perhaps assume that it's more than it really is when she spends time with me. I've decided not to date anymore... At least for a while. The sex complicates things and Im unable emotionally to committ to anyone else since I still love my xw endlessly. What a crazy life. Thank God the kids are doing well.
(F.K.A. Broken422)
US 40's M 17,T 19 2 BOYS 13,16 Divorced 4/2012 11/2011 W SAID SHE WANTS D
"When it is dark enough,you can see the stars"- Ralph Waldo Emerson
