Now I don't believe in horoscopes but here's what mine said today'"The recent leo new moon cast several frustrating situations in a new perspective. Obviously you'd like time to reflect on these. You won't get it. On the contrary by midweek decisions become pressing. In these you'll be combining these insights with various ideas you've been considering to make far rescuing changes. Done involve the lifestyle, other activities out in the world - and all said long overdue." It's just made me think what if W requests D this week? What would I do about it? What do I want to do with my life? Right now I just don't know. I have been thinking about my career, moving abroad (Canada most likely) but I seem to back for some reason. My marriage is over in all but the paperwork and yet I still have yet to address the future. I can accept the uncertainty but I struggle with imaginary constraints that I place on myself. There's an entire planet out there and I'm not getting younger. So why is it that all I feel like doing is reading the newspaper, smoking cigarettes and watching cricket on tv? I'm supposed to be working on focussing on myself in IC but can't make it this week because I'm going on a singles sailing holiday on Friday. I've spoken to how about my concerns about being in denial and he doesn't think I am but it sure feels like it.
