So my wife has called and left me a vm, she also texted me a couple times. Very insignificant messages. Not overtures but nothing important and I didn’t respond. I must say, it was nice not responding and believe it or not, it wasn’t that hard!!!!
I actually took a break from this board for a whopping two days, and that in itself gave me a minor sense of detachment. The last TWO days I’ve been ok without my W, I am sure that will probably change. Yeah this is a lot of ups and downs but the last couple days I’ve been fine without her. Which in a sad, sorry and sick kinda way, makes me feel good. In a way, I wish I had more days like this.