Hang in there, jks! I never had three little ones that young together. I could barely handle one at a time! Lol! You DO know that even if H was at home and involved you would still have the most demanding job in the world and your varying emotions would still be there. It's just super hard now because you don't have him to lean on and you are very much still in love with him. As well as dealing with the frustration of OW and H allowing all that with her. It's a lot to deal with. A really lot!
I applaud you for doing all what you are doing! You are amazing! You have much more strength than you realize.
I agree with bug, if you could see an IC it would be good. I saw a really bad one for one visit only, talked twice with a different one on the phone that I didn't like, but the one now I have is a perfect fit. It's worth taking the time to find someone. I look forward to that visit every week now and during the rough times last month did twice a week.
I think of you often. I want you to make it through this! Thanks for your comments on my thread!
Me54/H47 '08 H is "done" March '12 H moved out Brink of D, December '12 2014 totally reconciled! ...... "I firmly believe in the...absolute possibility of marriage renewal." Jim Conway
