DB Bootcamp - zig and sgctxok, and various

[zig]

you're right - i wasn't feeling like i had to take on the burden. i've made it clear to him that i won't help him.

if i were totally honest i would say i may be tryings to procrastinate and slow down the process by being "inactive"

and i'm trying to figure out if that's me just not wanting to face what i have to - like this conversation or that i'm simply trying to slow down the process

an interesting horoscope for tomorrow which i though realy lays it out well what position i can take, in fact slightly uncanny -

"Be very careful that, when you discuss plans with others, they understand you regard the arrangements you're currently organising as but one stage in a process of exploring your options. While you love considering various options, they don't. Get them involved only once you're done exploring and are ready to settle on one plan."

thanks vera - i love talking with you - you are so calm about this. i guess i'm calm but feeling sort of numb today

zig