a new perspective

[strongerthanever]

How to drop the expectation, and move forward while maintaining hope...? Almost seems impossible. Picking ourselves up after our sacred dream has been shattered, and focusing on improving ourselves when we are still trying to figure out how to stand.

Fear, excitement, love, loss-they wash over us during that moment where we finally get to savor that one on one encounter...then they are gone again, fading into the distance. Those emotions are brought back to life, tugging st the strings of our hearts, clouding our windshields and the direction we were headed in.

Why, WAS, why? Did you sense my peace, my Serenity? The mud had settled, my rivers are calm. Did you have to go splashing in them.

Breathe. Cry. Let it all out, let go. Hold on to yourself. Top tie back to that happy place. And then you find yourself wondering all over again how to let go of the expectation while maintaining hope.

That is the heart of why we are here, hope, right? Perhaps I forgot to check my sanity at the door.