I just caught up on your latest posts. You are a busy man - good for you!
I know what you mean re. the ebbs and flows of your feelings of anger. I go thru the same. Good thing you have so much going on to keep you busy, specially the exercising. Imagine how much worse you would be feeling if you didn't have a healthy outlet for your emotions? So keep up the good work.
I am sure you have heard it too - the ups and downs will decrease in intensity and duration more and more.
I sense a calm acceptance of your sitch and the D. Think of how far you have come since this all started...
Have a great weekend! (i know you will)
Me & H: 44 D7, D6, S3 Together: 20y, M: 17y EA: 11/13/10, Sep: 12/23/10 EA becomes PA: Spring 2011 H filed for D: 09/06/12 D Negotiating began 2/15 OW seemingly gone on 3/15 Still negotiating D