H and I will be at an event together for a little while today. I am not anxious about it. We will both have plenty of friends there so it will be ok. None of our friends know what is going on, although I am pretty sure they know there is tension and have seen us fight at times. I just try to keep a smile on my face, act "as if" all is ok, and bite my lip the best I can. Those are my 180s for when he acts like an a$$ towards me in public, or makes smart remarks.
M44 H57 D17 (special needs) M 18 yrs Bomb 7/2/12 Still living together
