MLC with depression....double the fun!

[albamarie]

My H has been home all day and I managed to keep myself busy with everything else except him.

He is content doing some of his hobbies he used to do pre MLC, that along with his new words, laughter, reaching out to the kids, it's as if he is peeking out of his tunnel.

I take the good, without expectation, as it help me to continue on my journey because I'm not brought down, or being let down. I know I shouldn't let how he's acting (when it's bad) get me down but it can, so I take the good...no questions asked.

I don't seem to have the plague any more...it's been a few months since we even laid back to back touching. We have been flirting lately....laughing, even hugging.

Again, I am not reading anything into this...im just coasting. I still need to decide if this is even where I want to be in the end. My M is worth the try, my H is my first priority but he CAN NOT just walk into my life with out resolve, without forgiveness, and without commitment to me, us, our M, everything!