I received a called from W, it was from another phone so I answered thinking it was somebody else. I had plans to pick up my SS13 today and buy him some clothes and take him to the movies. W started by saying that I did not have to pick him up, that it was no longer my "responsability" to buy him anything and that she was going to provide for him. She also told me she is going to return the car back to me because she had already found something better. I am supposing she got the vehicle from OM, but in reality who cares. I was in shock because I could not believe what she was telling me, but tried to remain as calm as possible. I said to her that because our R ended it did not meant that my R with SS13 had ended. I said to her that this decision she was making, I did not agree, much less respect it. She said that she is not doing it to hurt, but for me to let go of them, so I can stop hurting myself by hoping that everytime I see her something would change. I just said it was ok, and that I understood. I also said for her to take care of herself, and my SS13, specifically from OM. He has been physically violent to her twice (that I know) in 4 months. She said she will be ok.
She end up saying to me that this was going to be the last time she would speak or see me. She said she did not want to hurt me anymore because of the feelings she still has for me and that she was greatful for the 10 yrs we were togheter. She asked me to respect her decision as I have always done it, and not to look for her. I agree, I have to respect her decision for as painful as it is for me. The last thing she said: "I do not want you to lose yourself because of this, You are worthy of to keep fighting for yourself, God bless you."
