Divorced. My fault, and cant move forward

[Mrs D]

Well I am certainly pulling for you guys to work things out. I am also a runner.. Id rather run than work - well thats how I used to be. Not anymore. I need to face things head on. Things dont get better when you run from them - they only get worse. And that is most likely another reason H left me to be honest.

As you know, H didnt make any point of contact last night with our son. I had sent my GF an email this morning that he hadnt. She sent back that he is being everything he said that I was at one time. The person he couldnt stand. Only worried about himself, going out and having a good time. Everyone see it - know one likes the person hes becoming. Hes turning his back on his good friends, and making new ones - cutting himself from the real world. She said one day he is going to wake up and say WTH have I become? She said reality will hit him in the face. Hes turned his relationship with his son to just 3 hours, twice a week and every other weekend. H is so much more than this guy he is living right now..

Its sad that he retro'd back to where I was - I moved forward to where he was. Somehow we need to meet up in the middle again.