Yes, I started reading the book of proverbs. I stopped doing so when W walk out again. I was making my self believe that what I was reading was exactly what I needed to save my marriage, I understand now that it was not what the Lord intended me to learn. He is making me understand that I have to get wisdom, to be respectful of myself.
I am going to start reading the bible again with different eyes. With the expectation that the Lord wants me to fix myself, nothing else.
