I'm sorry you're feeling low today. When I was going thru my sitch, 5 years ago, I found a lot of strength and comfort in reading the Bible every day. Specifically, I would read one Psalm and one chapter of Proverbs every morning. I was continually amazed how many times it seems like I would open it up and read EXACTLY what I need to hear, on that given day, whether it was a word of encouragement or sometimes a challenge.