By the time that I got through the "plan A" part of things, I found that I was truly comfortable being DONE. I no longer felt guilt about how I had treated W during our M/R because I felt that I had done everything that I could to make amends and to show her that I was NOT the person who had treated her poorly.
I was fine with either outcome.
When you get there... you know that you are going to be okay.
