Sleep came easy... I put my hand on my side while going to sleep to see if she would reach out and hold it... She did smile which made it much easier to fall asleep. Now today we are going to put the epoxy flooring down and then we have a long weekend.

I am definitely taking some time to myself this weekend too. Even though I know we are going to be going on our pressure free dates I still feel the need to take time for me.

I didn't give her the card last night. I still feel like she is blocking herself from loving me... I see all the looks my way and the gears turning but she is still searching for the "spark" and I feel the spark is created by letting ourselves go. It's not just going to appear like it did in the beginning of the relationship. GOD I want to tell her that sooooo badly.

Patience, detach, hope and lots of love....

Me - 30
W - 28
M 4
t 6
ILYBINILWY #1 Jan - 2011
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