MrsD: I feel you. I wrote an incredibly long post on my thread last night about a similar situation...unfortuately my laptop rebooted before I posted it and I haven't felt like rewriting it yet. The gist of it was that after my S11's football scrimmage last night lots of families all gathering around collecting their kids etc and my W just stands at the top of the stand waiting on S11 b/c she wouldnt come down where we were. So after he says his goodbyes to me he goes up to where she's waiting and they leave. So then I was left standing around talking to a couple of the dads for a bit, but eventually families started kind of grouping up getting ready to leave....still talking but for some reason I just noticed everyone was kind of in family groups so I decided it might be time for me to head out.
Be strong....we'll make it through this thing somehow....it won't be easy and may take a long time, but we'll make it. Im going as dark as I possibly can right now...obviously I can't be completely dark b/c we have a son together, but outside of business im gonna be really dark for a bit and see if it helps. I also saw something the other day that gave me a lot of hope it was a quote that said...."if God brought you to it, then he'll bring you through it." Enjoy Friday and try to smile.
