anytime a hug for you, zig..as many as you want (((((((((((( ))))))))))))

i hope you saw my note on my thread to you replying on your good news smile

i understand...after my parents died, i missed them most when good things happened...becoming a VP, getting married,etc... it was much harder than not having them here to share tough times..

and i feel the same about W, so many good things have happened to me that i would love to share..

i think it is all a process..and once we go through one part..we discover yet another layer. That frustrates me but I guess it is all opportunity for more growth.. (although to be honest, sometimes i am dead tired of growth and just want to have fun!)

i hope that as you uncover these truths and self awareness, that you also grow leaps and bounds in compassion for yourself. i think the two must happen in concert or the awareness will also be too overwhelming.

it is funny, i realized tonight that you remind me of my W in ways.. my old W, not the alien one smile.. your creativity and the way you go after things... for her, her tenaciousness guarded/covered a real soft, sensitive core.. i think the same is true for you?

glad you have IC tomorrow, i love when the timing of it is just right..

Me(f): 51 W: 41
DP:8 M:3 T:10
"W not happy" 7/11
D final: 8/13