I just read an email from my H stating that he wanted to touch base with me about changing his work schedule. That he'll now have Fri, Saturday and Sunday off. In the last 6 years that he's been a police officer, I don't remember the last time he had weekends off. We have never been able to have a normal schedule of just going out with friends on the weekend or just going out together because of this.
I am so heart broken that now that we're not together, he finally gets them off. I begged him for years to get weekends off and he never could. I guess OW gets to reap the benefits of everything. This was a major reason why I was depressed. I felt like I had no life on the weekends because I was always home with the kids. I always felt guilty getting a babysitter so I could go out by myself.
This man is killing me. I don't even know what to say to him. I'm so hurt. None of this even phases him. Wow.
Me: 32 H: 32 M 9 yrs #1 D7 #2 S5 #3 D2 Bomb 8/12/11 H moved out 8/14/11 PA started w/H & OW in 1/12 - found out 3/24/12 Got my own place 8/25/12 H & OW move in together 9/15/12 Still married.
