Needing some guidance... 5

[reachingHigher]

Jks, I so totally understand. I feel embarrassed to post on this forum when I feel blue because I miss my H so much. We are supposed to be strong and our own best friend and all that. But, like another poster said, we are just human after all!

Maybe the perfect place will show up just like the perfect job did? I think you were right not to take the apartment you were not comfortable with. Just think that living sitch could have proved far more uncomfortable than your current frustrating search.

I've been to two outdoor concerts alone this summer. Never did anything like that before. The first time I felt quite teary with many of the songs so glad I had sunglasses to hide behind. I forced myself to meet a family at the intermission and we befriended on FaceBook. Really quality people.

The second concert I was fine. Very comfortable. Enjoyed it immensely. Maybe it's something that becomes easier with practice. Idk.

I've had a rough week missing my H too. It's like a bed of roses -- sometimes the flowers and sometimes the thorns. Keep strong. Remember, you can do hard things! I'm counting on you!!!