You are beautiful! I see your smiling face on my FB every day. What you need desperately is a really good counsellor to help you realize that. You owe this to yourself and to Marc. You are young and you have years and years ahead of you. Do you want to be miserable?
You can't possibly REALLY want the relationship you have. You HAVE to change it up.
I am not a believer in divorce but the day my ex walked out was the first day I started to think about a life without him. And I had so much fear. But the reality is not nearly like I feared. The reality is FANTASTIC!
You are young, and vibrant. You ARE what your friends think you are. And the right man will LOVE you and treat you as you deserve. But YOU have to realize you're worth it. And do what it takes.
I would be THRILLED if anything I said could help you. Because I care. Barb
