Week continues to get harder. Just trying to breathe through it.
W asked for some stuff to finalize the Property Settlement Agreement.
The list is pretty well split up. There are things that I want taken off the list. A laptop that no longer works, the camping gear that I owned before her....
... but these seem moot. I know I'm holding on there.
But also on the list is our 2 cats and although I have been mentally and physically been preparing to let them go (haven't seen them in a year)... I don't feel like they are stuff.
I feel like I'm giving up my rights to "my children".
Maybe this is my last desperation to hang on to something that was.
Maybe I am hesitant cause one day I will regret giving them to her.
I don't know guys. This is all soo very hard.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
