So I texted my best mate when he left and she was like I'll call you when I get home. She was fantastic. She just validated and said that I was right in just saying that's your choice.
Talking to her I felt so much better. Just saying I don't want to live my life like that...to rush into a relationship etc. We talked about a few things all mind reading I'm sure.
I told her how he talked for like 10 mins straight about how she'd and he'd been researching all the divorce stuff whether it would be thru this country or ours, the visa sitch, visa apps, timelines etc. And I said to him so I guess you're sorting all this? My friend said yeah just let him do it all. She wants to spend all her time making this happen. You just sit back.
But one thing stood out. I said yes I'm okay I don't want to see any bloody wedding pictures. And she said that's a LONG way off. You're not even divorced. So at least a year, and then well you don't know where they'll be, where you'll be.
And I thought yes....by the time all of this talk which is all it is is talk happens...well it might not even happen and if it does I could be in a much different place. I remember when the mere whiff of this would drive me into a panic an anxiety attack and now I sat there calmly and said well that's your choice. By then who knows what Gorgeous Zen Goddess will be inhabiting the person you know as Brit45!
