Divorced. My fault, and cant move forward

[Mrs D]

Im not a big drinker at all much. Usually I might have 3 beers through the afternoon - which I dont believe it alot playing 18. But after last Fridays episode with dinner with friends, and then me going to Hs house - I know its not a good idea. I have to leave right away and get my son anyway, so drinking wasnt planned. Atleast I thought that process out before hand. LOL
So Im reading the DR book. I wish I had found this book sooner. I guess I wish I would have pulled my head outta my butt and cared sooner. We didnt have any problems at all that couldnt have been worked out. The EA was wrong. I know that was the demise of the marriage. He just didnt think I could change anything. Exit stage left goes my H. Im left standing alone trying to make changes to move forward.