As tough as it is, especially knowing there's an OM in the picture, I have to keep remembering these things:
It's a marathon, not a sprint I can't do anything to change her mind or actions I have to continue my GAL/180s I have to keep a PMA I need to remember to DO NOTHING most times
And the one that's hardest to accept:
I'll be fine no matter how this turns out
That last one still doesn't ring 100% true in my heart, but deep down, I know that these actions I'm taking to better myself are FOR myself... They'll help be become a better person no matter what, and since I can't MAKE W come back, I can just continue along my path, keep HOPE alive, but have NO EXPECTATIONS.
Easier said than done!
Put this where you can read it every day.
Make this your truth.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
