I'm going to see my friends this weekend.

H is... dealing.

He dropped off S this evening and we chatted a little about the situation. I told him I spoke to one of the friends I'm seeing and that she said the OW's H invited himself for the entire weekend. Ugh. H's anger sparked a little when we discussed the situation. H said "he's up to something", "whatever", "I don't want to talk about it".

My fingers are crossed it's a mellow weekend. If not I have options, I can leave when ever I want, I have a voice I can use. Big girl panties here I come. This will be good practice for becoming the woman I want to be.

So on my packing list, tightrope, 4 inch stilettos, and big girl. panties.


lillystillinlove
M:43 H:49
T:17 M:16
S:6
Bomb: 1/27/12 EA+ with close married family friend / ILYBINILWY
H moved out 7/27/12
H is Extremely angry, stressed and unable to forgive