Maybe you should visit him, or find one closer to you.
Your Saturday sounds like a lot of fun... Enjoy it... Just enjoy your day, not thinking about what she is doing, not wondering about the last conversation the two of you had, not picking apart the last text she sent... Just focus on what you are doing that day.
(((((Hugs)))))
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~