Divorced. My fault, and cant move forward

[Mrs D]

I commend you for what you are doing MrsD. Though you have a lot of hurt to overcome. Good luck!

Thanks Denver! I am determined to make things in my life better. I need to fix myself so that my kids don't go through the same stuff I had to endure when I was a kid and then forward. I can only hope my H sees eventually. I am not doing this for him. I need to do this for myself because I am unhealthy. If hes there at the end, that will be an awesome surprise.

MrB - I have to rewrite the letter with less "fluff". He wants me to get real in the letter. Said there wasnt any pain that endured growing up. Then at the end, try to forgive. T wasnt upset I stopped over at Hs house Friday. Asked if I learned anything from it. Told him that it didnt get me anywhere but feeling embarrassed when I left. It wont happen again.

Off to tuck my son to bed and read.