Well said Alkaline, thank you. I also read your posts. I am glad to hear you put the pursuing to a halt. It sounded like you mentioned to W that you wanted to work on thing and she said “no” . This isn’t a surprising thing to hear from a lot of our W’s.
I reference Accuray a lot because he’s taught me a ton. I wanted to pursue W more and make sure she “was clearly aware” that I wanted to reconcile. A lot of us feel by going dark or by acting business like that it might convey the wrong message to W. So that makes a lot of us want to wave our hands in the air and say “ Hey W, look at me!!!! Please listen, hey there, do you hear me!! Oh W, I want you to know that I am willing and ready, I just want to make sure you know this W!!!” Haaa, what a joke. I’ve learned that there’s absolutely no need.
Accuray asked me if W was aware that I wanted to reconcile and I simply told him “yes”. His response was that “she heard you then”. There’s no need to repeat it again.
It’s interesting that you mentioned “this is hard work.” From our W’s perspective they have no freakin idea what we are doing behind the scenes. There’s sooooo many others out there going through the same thing we are. It amazing how few of them come to this forum and have read DB. I can’t even fathom how much harder it would’ve been for me or how many more screw up’s I would have made if it wasn’t for DB. All the millions of people out there not following the 37 rules because they don’t know! Which is unfortunately too bad.
