I know with your strength you will get over this bump. One thing that struck me is that you still have resentments and hurt, and you don't want that. One thing I have learned from both you and zig is we can't rush that. It has to happen on its own time. We have to work through it in order to let it go. We can't rush it.
Thinking of you....
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
