Thank you Carnac. I needed to read this. I understood the hurt that I placed on him, but I can honestly say I didnt realize HOW much hurt.

Ive always known it was him I wanted to be with. Like Ive said in previous posts, I have many issues. Im in therapy now to resolve those issues, and hope for reconciling with my H again if he will have me.

So thank you again for posting this for me and shedding some further light.


M:43/ H:39
T:12/ M:9
S8, D15
M affair(one night): 2/09
M EA: 2/12-7/12
D:6/7/12
H: GF since 7/24/12

God,Family, and the Green Bay Packers. - Vince Lombardi