I saw IC today and talked to him about the progress I have been trying to make and how I can keep on track. I felt good and slipped a little and called H this afternoon. He answered and kinda rudely asked what was up and that he was busy. I wanted to tell him something about work, but chickened out and said nothing I'll tell you later. So I need to not overthink that response, not let it affect my good mood and move on.

I've been doing a good job of not calling during the day, which is one of my goals. I need to stay strong and not do it.

I am working on doing some other things to GAL and I am thinking about joining the YMCA.


M44 H57
D17 (special needs)
M 18 yrs
Bomb 7/2/12
Still living together