More patience??? Really???

[ces67]

So I didn't realize how much of my support activities has fallen to the side over the summer.

After my relapse of internal anger this weekend I got an appt with my IC today and just met with him. Very kind and wise gentleman.

During the conversation it occurred to me how much of my routine has shifted during the summer. Here's a list of what had not been taking place:
--Friday morning coffee with close friends before work
--Regular IC meetings for me
--Weekly phone call with a good friend is also an accountability partners since last fall.

Summer activites got in the way of most of these and I working to re-establish the practices. They are a great resource in keeping me grounded in who I want to be.

Not much new on the homefront. W has not mentioned my txt about talking so I've dropped it. No response to my note I left in her book either but it doesn't look like she read it any yesterday. Also, even though her pillow and alarm clock were in our room, she did not sleep in our bed last night. She may have fallen asleep with our D10 and just stayed up there. I was a bit sad over that to be honest. Was hoping for maybe a 2 night run before she backed off again. I acknowledged the sadness and then went to sleep.