Things have kind of been on hold while I visit my dad during his chemo. I have been pricing apartments but am not really ready to leave the house and we can't really afford for me to. Once I return home from TN will look for a new counselor. I have been reading when good people have affairs and probably need to reread DB. So much is up in the air right now it's hard to know how to cope or what to do. I am trying not to rush into changes or quick decisions but it's hard sometimes. My H and I are supposed to talk about our living arrangements when I return and that seems to be looming over me. As I sit in a hospital room next to my father as he gets chemo I just really taking a break from everything and trying to clear my head. It's good to know I can come here for support. I'll keep you posted on my crazy life. I don't really want a divorce but things need to change I just don't know how to get that started. For now I want to redo our living arrangement so he isn't apart of my life unless neccesary. It's a lot to consider as he loses his job in Nov but I just can't live this way during the holidays.
M-28 H-28 M-9 1/2 years T- 12 years PA- 01/02/12 (still going on)
